Saturday, July 05, 2008

spazzed out saturday

sigh... so much time has passed since my last post, i haven't the SLIGHTEST idea where to begin.

many things have changed, some things are thankfully, the same.

i've moved house, and now live alone. there's just one mattress here, which means my friends hate visiting cause there's no place really for them to sit, unless we huddle together like teenage girls around a diary!

i have also not started up my kitchen... it lies, over-stocked with utensils and crockery but no actual ingredients/condiments/foodstuff . pappush accuses me constantly for it, and i lamely put it down to laziness, an imagined hectic-ness and my fear of going to the market for fear of being gypped by vegetable and fruit sellers.

but those two WEE lapses aside, it's a very purdy place and i'd take extreme pride in showing it off; IF i had any friends who weren't wise to the actual inhospitality of it... sigh!

on the unchanging front, the job's the same, the friends are the same and mumbai's still overcrowded.

speaking of mumbai, i had a chance recently to visit 2 other countries and have returned feeling terribly dissatisfied at the crap we put with, and then rationalise with the great Indian, media-endorsed values of TOLERANCE and JUGAAD.

Bullshit! we're failing ourselves AND patting ourselves on the backs for it... supreme dumbass'ness if i ever saw any!

am i going to provide the solution? hell no... i'm the fence-sitter, i just tell it like it is from my high seat. cribber-bitch, useless non-contributing lump of lard, waiting to be SAVED (i'm exaggerating, but not by much)